I want you and Judy to know this weekend I will never forget but I will always remember the birth of the sweetest child ever. Our Jonathan. I will always morn his death. When I hold my grandson Ben I feel the love I had for Jonathan I am so protective of Ben. I feel like I am reliving Jonathan. Thank you both for giving me the memories I cherish forever. I loved him with every ounce of my heart. I will always remember my sweet Jonathan. He makes me a great mom and Gaga to my grandson. I feel his presence with me ... love forever