The Truth is Jesus Christ.   

If you don't know Christ Jesus you don't have a chance in heaven or hell to know the Truth.   

So what?   As to the direction of your thinking, here is the specific truth:

All things are upheld by the Word Of His Power.   The 'His' is JESUS.   

So, the physical laws upon which matter, energy and space are defined issue from the mouth of God.   

The Spirit Realm is the only eternal place.   

This physical universe exists temporarily for God's purpose.   

When that purpose is fulfilled it will cease to exist because the WORDS that sustain it will be rescinded.   

We exist at the pleasure of God.   

Our existence is a gift from Him - a time and place for us to choose Him according to His purpose.   
- Those who do, receive Eternal Life.   
- Those that don't enter Eternal Death.   

So, keep dabbling as you like.   But after you have dabbled yourself to death you will stand before Jesus Christ, the Righteous Judge.   
At that time your appreciation and correct response to His gift of Himself to you will be rewarded or punished according to the choice you made regarding Life And Death.   

Choose wisely, my friend.